I’m not in love I’m not in like. So tell me now does it make sense. I’m lost in lost, I’m found in craziness. I speak not truths , I lie on lies. I am who I am, so let me be!

So I dare you to ask one who loved their independence. Will you be happy in a relationship if he or she asks you who your with or where you are? Does it bother you that you gotta lie in order for you to get what you want. Do it even bring to your attention that they need to be on a need to know basis.
Well it bothers me…. It ANNOYS ME!
It drags me to limits unknown. It reaches a moment of loss. It motives a moment of stress. It creates a wreck of
Chaotic-ness. Ugh can those moments torment a person. I believe so. I miss my last relationship because I let it set sail. I was not my own. By I stand by my word now and I am not alone. Don’t you dare try to control me. Do I look like a puppet. Hell no I ain’t got no strings attached to me. Bitch don’t tell me I ain’t got no rights. This is life and I rule what Is mine. And mine is the breathe I take in from dusk to dawn. So break the habit ain’t no gonna be control. One is the one who is on their own. I am who I am cause Matter the most.

Oh Peter!

And you wonder why I am always mad. You wonder why my temper rises. And you wonder why I do the things I do. Here’s why, because When I’m nice, I’m shot down. When I try so hard, I get told I’d even come close to trying. When ALL and I mean everything I do good go’s unseen. But every I mistake the world knows. Yea I know I’m not the only person in this world whose got issues. But guess what all experience’s are different.

You don’t want me to be mean. Then stop being mean to me. That easy! But because of one person I’m not gonna open my arms to everyone else. It’s not a secret that I have a past. Who doesn’t! I feel like I’m losing my mind. Everything tough just keeps adding up. My burden isn’t it heavy enough already? What’s wrong, are you okay? Wth no I’m not okay and everything apparently I do is wrong. Correct me if I’m wrong. I can’t go write this on Facebook without someone with let’s say a less compilcated life then me go: Stop being dramatic. Shutup! You people ask themselves all the time “what the hell was I thinking” When something they did stupid occurred. They really have no right to direct that quote at someone else knowing they have there own issues and mistakes/problems to resolve. It’s revolting. Literally, physically, mentally, Mind your own business.

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